| THIS BE NO MORE...... IM NOT GOING TO WRITE ANYMORE POSTS IN HERE... SO LATERZ... MOVED TO
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| probably this is the end of my chapter...im sick and tired of people.. accusing and talking shit.. i know i've done a lot of shitty things to myself and others.. at least i can say it.. if not write it down.. then why are people such fucking assholes.. covering up a lie that your so embarassed of when ... you have to say it.. some people understand.. and those people i know... who they are.. but please i swear that this would be the end if not the beginning.. i'm just getting sick of it really.. |
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| I AM SO SORRY... EVERYONE.. WHO WAS AT PLAZA YESTERDAY!!!!! i feel so bad and sad at the same time.... to thoses who knew what happened im not going to tell at all.. to scared.. darren.. im sorry.. really... i have a lot of issues in my head im trying to figure out at the same time.. well thank you for watching over me.. and thank you for being there.. JESSICA, JAY, LOUELLA, DON, DARREN, PATRICIA, MARK, DANIEL, AND JUN |
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| thinking too much.. pain is still here to come.. confused and hurt.. i want this to be over.. please.. promises people can't keep... life is just a bunch of shit.. that people go though everyday.. yet some people hide it better then others and some.. take it to the next level.. things complicate each other.. confusing one's self.. and confusing others.. it's not what it seems.. as people say much ... then what is... what is to be seem... thinking, pondering and wondering, waiting for an answer to come to you... or you to it.. gotta wait... hopefully.. when things will take its toll....... |
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| confusion is such a wonder that matters, not knowing what to do anymore and that it does suck to be in this state of mind.. having to wonder of the possiblities of rejection and not knowing what the person is thinking of and afraid of the results.... i hate having to wonder from room to room to room searching if anyone's there to help me out in finding my way back to the surface.. thinking too hard that i cry tears of sorrow.. once again.... |
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